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This morning before heading to the gym I noticed I had a text message, it was from my friend/neighbor tell me they were thinking of this week, and if they could do anything to honor Kasey. The tears came, and took me back to last year at this time... we had decided to sign a DNR and had put Kasey on comfort care. They told us that there was nothing that could be done. Really I don't remember anything from the meeting except telling them they were giving up on my son. While all these feelings were hitting me like a rock, I saw a shooting star... Kasey telling me mommy I love you and you didn't give up on me, you fought just as hard as I did, with everything you had, I am ok up here and I am watching over my baby brother or sister. Thank you punkin, I really needed that this week!!
December is not really a happy time in my house hold, and with the 25 days of give aways I have been blessed with 2 very special winnings! I can't wait to receive them and when I do I will post pictures! With Tina's great thinking and everyone's generosity and love who participated December is a little brighter this year. I thank you from the bottom of my heart!
While I am talking about signs... we have a puppy named Charlie, whom we got in March, May? I can't remember...anywho he is naughty and I love him dearly, but it was much harder to get attached to him 1. because of his naughtiness and 2. because I miss my Kasey. He follows me around and snuggles with me,m listens to me, and much prefers me to my husband (the other puppy Champ is the exact opposite). Charlie was also born on Nov. 14 2008, 2 days before Kasey. I think its not a coincidence, but ist from my punkin, he made sure that I have someone looking after me.