Rough Day

I have started my quest to get donations for Christmas with Kasey kaseyjamescolvin.blogspot.com. 1 restaurant manager out of 5 asked what happened. For some reason I couldn't tell him with out balling. I know why, but it has been easier for me to tell Kasey's story with out crying. Yesterday was an exception. I guess its because I SHOULDN'T being doing this, he should be with me on my hip and we should be celebrating his 1st birthday. We should be complaining of the things that those parents do. Those parents who haven't had to go through what we have.